yimmy____

want.

eve of xmas eve. nothing.

i dont feel xmas at all.

dont rain on my parade

Don't tell me not to live, just sit and putter
Life's candy and the sun's a ball of butter
Don't bring around a cloud to rain on my parade
Don't tell me not to fly, I simply got to
If someone takes a spill, it's me and not you
Who told you you're allowed to rain on my parade
I'll march my band out, I'll beat my drum
And if I'm fanned out, your turn at bat, sir
At least I didn't fake it, hat, sir
I guess I didn't make it
But whether I'm the rose of sheer perfection
A freckle on the nose of life's complexion
The Cinderella or the shine apple of its eye
I gotta fly once, I gotta try once,
Only can die once, right, sir?
Ooh, life is juicy, juicy and you see,
I gotta have my bite, sir.
Get ready for me love, 'cause I'm a "comer"
I simply gotta march, my heart's a drummer
Don't bring around the cloud to rain on my parade,

I'm gonna live and live NOW!
Get what I want, I know how!
One roll for the whole shebang!
One throw that bell will go clang,
Eye on the target and wham,
One shot, one gun shot and bam!
Hey, Mr. Arnstein, here I am ...

I'll march my band out, I will beat my drum,
And if I'm fanned out, your turn at bat, sir,
At least I didn't fake it, hat, sir,
I guess I didn't make it
Get ready for me love, 'cause I'm a "comer"
I simply gotta march, my heart's a drummer
Nobody, no, nobody, is gonna rain on my parade!

the sweetest thing.

from PXC who forgot my birthday:

"Conns isn't the girl frm the block
As a matter of fact, I'll call her a rock.
She stands by her beliefs rock solid
She weathers thru any storm then rants a lil on twitterific
Her taste in musik's devine
You cld compare it to the the finest wine
Every morning she's working her ass off at Bugis
At night she goes "Whoop Whoop" at parties
Forgive me, I write this lame poem as a friend
I've forgotten to wish ya a happybirthday and I'm making ammends
I hope my sincerity transpires
Buddy, our friendship shall nt expire :)"

i MIGHT really forgive you. HAHAHAH!

Inez & Vinoodh

noice.

i got a date with the night!

YEAH YEAH YEAHS IN SG ON JAN 12!
HELL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(im so happy now its sick!)

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

when?!

(500) days of summer

"Robyn's better than the girl of my dreams. You know why? Cause she's real."

still counting down

37 more days till i'm outta here bitches!

now i just have to settle the caterers and think of a theme for my two saturdays 21st madness.

hold heart

Hold heart, don't beat so loud,
For me keep your calm, as he walks out on you.
No, tears, don't you come out,
If you blind me now, I'm defeated.
No lips, don't make a sound,
Don't let him hear the break in your voice.
Hand, let go of his with ease and grace,
Don't let him bleed under your nails.
Oh lord, take off thy crown,
You're my king no more with that merciless heart.

Hold heart, don't beat so loud,
For me keep your calm, lest he walks out on you.
No, tears, don't you come out,
If you blind me now, I am defeated.

meowx#01

its really really late late late late.

irony

deux semaines

toujours penser à vous le plus souvent;

mais je suis fier de dire que ça devient moins pénible au quotidien :)

notting hill

"I'm also just a girl,

standing in front of a boy,

asking him to love her."

blue lips

He took a step, but then felt tired.
He said, 'I'll rest a little while.'
But when he tried to walk again,
He wasn't a child.
And all the people hurried fast,
Real fast,
And no one ever smiled.

Blue lips,
Blue veins.
Blue,
The color of our planet from far, far away.

fenny day

HAPPY TWO TWO FENNY

BON BON!

hope you'll have a blasting birthday and a great year ahead. can't wait for you to move to your new place so we can have a slumber party, just like the one at my place two years back except we were chionging assessment. cya on Saturdayyyy :)) XOXOXOXOXOXO <3

colourblind

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine

joie

Main Entry: 1joy

Pronunciation: \ˈjȯi\

Function: noun

Etymology: Middle English, from Anglo-French joie, from Latin gaudia, plural of gaudium, from gaudēre to rejoice; probably akin to Greek gēthein to rejoice

Date: 13th century

1 a : the emotion evoked by well-being, success, or good fortune or by the prospect of possessing what one desires : delight b : the expression or exhibition of such emotion : gaiety
2 : a state of happiness or felicity : bliss
3 : a source or cause of delight

— joy·less \-ləs\ adjective

— joy·less·ly adverb

— joy·less·ness noun

marley and me

A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesn't care if your rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he'll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary?

revolver

my love's a revolver
my sex is a killer
do you wanna die happy?

i send a bang bang :))

orefon

this will be ideal if i ever stay home long enough to use my land-line:

"In collaboration with technology brand Oregon Scientific, Kit Men has created an artistic DECT 6.0 digital expandable cordless phone called OREFON, users will enjoy a cordless phone sporting a sleek design to fit with contemporary rooms. The phone’s polished orange finish and icons subtly embedded into keypads provide a great ambiance that lends style to the modern home. The phone is the flagship product of Oregon Scientific’s cordless phone line and features high-end cosmetics and performs unlike anything in the cordless phone market. This second-generation product upgrades the brand’s popular DECT phones first launched last year, and mirrors the “simplicity” trend seen in today’s popular consumer electronics. Also available with extra handsets, enable users to place extra handsets throughout the home with only one phone jack required."

http://www.kitmen.com/archives/orefon/

stranger in a glass box

shi xiaofan for dior @ion gallery

stunning :))

bothered.

it bothers me that i bother so much. too much.

need to start my new plan asap for diversion.

till then, guess who's back?

XOXO GOSSIP GIRLLLLLL :))

(gotta love drama season)

once there was.

"Everyone is hurting now and everything is burning down
But I can build back my new town today"

hazy.

What if I fall and hurt myself?
Would you know how to fix me
What if I went and lost myself?
Would you know where to find me
If I forgot who I am,
Would you please remind me?
Cause without you things go hazy

no, not again.

nostalgia

pic spam from ions ago.

now i remember why i keep a blog; to help me remember.

bloggin'

i realise i have the "boring-est" blog ever.

i didnt even blog in the whole of JULY.

and i dont even put up any pics anymore cause its such a bloody hassle. and if my memory serves me right, i think i had at least 5 blog ever since sec3.

the only reason why this blog still exist is so that i can drop in anytime i want and use as many iiiiiiii and be totally narcissistic and theres nothing anyone can do about it :)

duplicity

"I think about you all the time. I think about you even when you're with me. I look at you, I can't stop looking at you. I look at you, and I think, "That woman... That woman knows who I am and loves me anyway."

- Ray Koval (Clive Owen) - Duplicity

boy

love, love hides in a smoky light 
and I can never find the truth boy, 
your touches leave me mystified 
and I wish I could believe in you

drumming.

There's a drumming noise inside my head
That starts when you're around
I swear that you could hear it
It makes such an all mighty sound

There's a drumming noise inside my head
That throws me to the ground
I swear that you should hear it
It makes such an all mighty sound

Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell

I ran to a tower where the church bells chime
I hoped that they would clear my mind
They left a ringing in my ear
But that drum's beating loud and clear

Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell

As I move my feet towards your body
I can hear this beat it fills my head up
And gets louder and louder
It fills my head up and gets louder and louder

I run to the river and dive straight in
I pray that the water will drown out the din
But as the water fills my mouth
It couldn't wash the echoes out
But as the water fills my mouth
It couldn't wash the echoes out

I swallow the sound and it swallows me whole
Till there's nothing left inside my soul
As empty as that beating drum
But the sound has just begun

fullstop.

Je t'aime guys. mais si vous les gars ne peut pas m'aimer après tout ce temps, j'ai arrêter d'essayer.

"nobody said it was easy
it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this hard"

Kings of Medicine

They're pickin' up pieces of me,
While they're pickin' up pieces of you.
In a bag you will be, before the day is over.
Were you looking for somewhere to be.
Or looking for someone to do.
Stupid me, to believe that I could trust in stupid you.
And on the back of my hand,
Were, directions I could understand.
Now that old buzzard Johnny Walker,
Has gone and ruined all our plans.
Our best-made plans.

Don't leave me here, to cast through time,
Without a map, or road sign.
Don't leave me here, my guiding light,
'Cause I, I, wouldn't know where to begin.
I asked the Kings of Medicine.

They're pickin' up pieces of me,
While they're pickin' up pieces of you.
Lying on ice you will be before the day is over.
It's a case in point baby,
That you never thought it through.
Stupid me, that I could depend on stupid you.
And on the tip of my tongue,
Were, words that came out all wrong.
'Cause they were drowned in Southern Comfort,
Left to dry-out in the Sun,
The noon-day Sun.

Don't leave me here, to cast through time,
Without a map, or road sign.
Don't leave me here, my guiding light,
'Cause I, I, wouldn't know where to begin.
I asked the Kings of Medicine,
But it seems that they've lost their powers.
Now all I'm left with is the hour.

Don't leave me here, to cast through time,
Without a map, or road sign.
Don't leave me here, my guiding light,
'Cause I, I, wouldn't know where to begin.
I asked the Kings of Medicine,
But it seems that they have lost their powers.
Now all I'm left with is the hour.

Don't leave me here,
Don't leave me here, oh no-oh,
I wouldn't know where to begin.

im only happy when it rains

im constantly looking my dramas to fill up my empty life.
n e e d t o f i n d n e w o u t l e t

"im only happy when it rains
i feel good when things are going wrong
i only listen to the sad, sad songs
im only happy when it rains"

four walls

whats the point of having TWO sisters when one is seldom home and the other rather face her laptop than have a decent convo?

every little earthquake

i know that people change 
maybe you're not to blame 
but must you burn a hole 
so deep into my soul

stupid girl

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane

(it didnt feel good, but i can bet it'll happen again)

-

im too fucking tough to admit how much this fucking hurts.  

n e e d   t o   s t o p  t h i n k i n g

beautiful thing.

"I'm not frightened. I'm not frightened of anything. The more I suffer, the more I love. Danger will only increase my love. It will sharpen it, forgive its vice. I will be the only angel you need. You will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it. Heaven will take you back and look at you and say: Only one thing can make a soul complete and that thing is love."

connie

i think ive grown up.

i really do. 

tears dont come as often anymore.

i dont have mental break downs.

im happy and glad from time to time. 

content most of the time. 

just wishes friends who are not here will come back soon. 

wishing well

Standing on a bus stop
Feeling your head pop
Out in the night
In the kind of night
Where you want to be out
On the street, on the street
Crawling up the walls
Like a cat in heat

And the air is thin
And it blows through your skin
And you feel like something
Is about to begin
But you don't know what
And you don't know when
So you tear at your hair
And you scratch at your skin

You wanna run away, run away
Just get on the fucking train and leave today
And it doesn't matter where you spend the night
You just might end up somewhere in a fight, in a fight
Or calling your room on a concrete shelf
Fighting all alone, with yourself, with yourself
And you just wanna feel like a coin that's been tossed
In a wishing well, a wishing well
A wishing well, a wishing well
Well you're tossed in the air
And you fell and you fell
Through the dark blue waters
Where you cast your spell
Like you were just a wish that could turn out well

So you stand on the corner
Where the angels sit
And you think to yourself,
"This is it, this is it
This is all that I have
All I can stand
Is this air in my lungs
And this coin in my hand"
That you tossed in the air
And I fell, and I fell
All the way to the bottom
Of the well, of the well
Like those soft little secrets
That you tell, that you tell
To yourself, when you think
No one's listening to, well

And the walls spin
And you're paper-thin
From the haze of the smoke
And the mess calling
The threat of your brow
Under unmade sheets
In your ear with the noise
From the darkest streets
We ran far and wide
You screamed, you cried
You thought suicide was an alibi
But you were always a mess
You were always aloof
Yeah, it's awful, I guess
But it's the awful truth
It was truth from the first
To the last words that she read

And she emerged from the dark
Like a ghost in my head
She said, "I haven't forgot
Any words that you said
I just stare at the clocks
And I cry in my sleep
And I tear up your letters
And I burn them in heaps
And I gather the ashes
In that hole in the ground
Where we fell" 

effington

IM WORKING WITH A DUMMY.  he doesn't speak.

the silence is deafening.  blast the aar.

kudos.

CHINESE 牛 YEAR

牛年快乐!

it came and went.

chu-er; watch red cliff the second time, had disgusting dinner at nyny and bought ip man dvd from a sales girl who corrected me by saying its I.P MAN. rofl.

back to work tmr, hope mum'll have a safe trip to india.

i miss her already :(

(when the time comes, i hope i can close my eyes and forgive you)

TWO-O-O-NINE

hope yr new year is fill with immeasurable joy,
innumerable delight, happy surprises, undisturbed health
and FATTER bank accounts.

HAPPY 2009!