not as we.

been out of touch!

busy busy days and nights as boss is away on reservist!

panic attacks arent gg anywhere and i really don't know what to do about it. valium is not helping as it makes me sleepy and gives me headaches. i just wish H can stop scaring me, i can really die of heart attack on day on top of my attacks.

biennale with lester.

random random stuff.

nicole just turned 6! got her a princess barbie, sleeping beauty. HAH!

party like mad on friday and had heaps of fun.

but work tmr. 

booooooooooooooooo.

Day one day one start over again
Step one step one
I'm barely making sense for now
I'm faking it 'til I'm pseudo making it
From scratch begin again but this time I as i
And not as we

im running out of reasons to go grammophone.